I don’t know what to think. Either I follow or I stay right here. If you don’t want me to follow then you never should have came back in the first place. But I will not be used. If you tell me something, I’m going to assume you mean it.
I really don’t want to be disappointed ever again. But disappointment is inevitable in life. I sometimes just have to remember to take a deep breath, and go with it. It gets hard though, you know? When you want someone to look at you the same way you look at them. And after all this time, I get butterflies like it’s our first time. But this time, the disappointment is 10x worst. Breathe baby, just breathe.